The Composer-Performer

I hardly considered being a performer. The hours in a practice room didn’t appeal to me, and I felt insecure about my playing abilities. Moreover, I wanted my weekends and evenings generally free and knew I’d have to sacrifice them for the sake of concerts. Also, I loved to improvise and preferred to not be bound to a score.

However, over the years, I acquiesed to friends’ and colleagues’ requests to perform their music, and I found that I could perform my own music in a bind. One day, it struck me that my skills and confidence improved drastically yet imperceptibly to me since my undergraduate days. I had been spending hours practicing, and I had performed in vulnerable settings. The music I was performing was within the realm of what made me feel alive, and it was a positive experience without my self-imposed shackles. What was the secret?

Well, it’s in the title “composer-performer.” How so?

  1. A composer who performs does not feel obligated to go through the rites of passage that a normal performer might. In other words, there is no slaving away for orchestral auditions, and there is no need to memorize the Mozart Clarinet Concerto (which is fun but not what I’d like to perform live).

  2. The composer-performer sets oneself up to play music by living composers. A composer is, of course, friends with lots of composers—hundreds of them. So, just as it has been a part of friendships, it continues as such. I can play the music of my friends and curate concerts that are meaningful to me, without any necessity to program the “classics.”

  3. The composer who performs can write music for oneself and have the immediate satisfaction of hearing it live. Not only is there this immediate satisfaction, but there is the opportunity to edit the piece days before the concert… or even during the concert itself. I’ve noticed that I’m add or crossing out notes here and there as I prepare my own music and that I can follow a whim during the live performance, knowing that it’s my piece and my opportunity to do whatever I want with it.

  4. The composer-performer carries some legitimacy with performers. From my early composition days to today, I have befriended clarinetists and have participated in organizations related to the clarinet. Most of my commissions have been by woodwind players. Why? In part, I imagine it is because they know that I know how it feels to play the instrument.

  5. The composer-performer can experiment in a safe space. It just makes sense for a composer who writes experimental electronic music for live instruments to be the performer. There are so many intricacies to electroacoustic music that I feel much more comfortable writing it for me and testing everything out that way. Certainly, I love writing for other instruments too, but it’s liberating to deal with all the tech issues through my own preparation of the work.

So, if you’re a composer, don’t stop performing. If you’re a performer, you might find that you enjoy composing or being closely associated with living composers.

I’m excited to perform the music of Patrick Chan, Ingrid Stölzel, and Mark Volker and to perform an improvisation with Monte Taylor and Patrick Chan next month as part of the Kairos Multimedia Concert. Saxophonist Drew Hosler is coming down to premiere my A Real Buster and to perform a new work by Cara Haxo. It’s great to make events that celebrate friendships and good music while experimenting with crazy tech setups and new ideas (to me). So, if you’re in the Cleveland/Akron area, come on down to Wooster on April 2nd for a wild ride.

On Figurings

Much of my energy over the past few years has been focused on teaching. Full-time responsibilities helping students with their composition, orchestration, and theory work have been enjoyable and fulfilling while compositional urges have at times laid dormant. As teaching becomes more comfortable, my mind is again dreaming up crazy compositional ideas, and I am very excited about one of my recently written projects.

Figurings for percussion quartet and clarinetist will be premiered by the McCormick Percussion Group with Calvin Falwell at the end of this month. Writing for percussion has always been daunting to me because of the diversity of sounds within the ranks of the many mallet, battery, and toy instruments available. It is often scarier to deal with an abudance of opportunity than to work within certain confines. After hitting a series of dead ends writing “music for music’s sake,” I sought for external inspiration from my current interests. At the time, I was highly invested in learning to write Chinese characters. I loved (and still love) how one character often was compound in nature to give a depth of meaning, and I found (and still find) the grammatical order of words/characters intriguing. So, I took these principles and created my own aural and visual characters; a few multi-faceted sonic ideas represented in a proto-notation of percussion pictograms and instrumental gestural markings. As a piece inspired by language, it seemed only natural to cut meter and replace the flow of the piece with speech-like qualities. The entire piece depends on “speaking” the language built into the characters. The instrument changes make this slightly difficult at times, forcing the other instruments to compensate with exaggerated gestures (as when dealing with pronunciation difficulties at times).

Lessons learned? First, inspiration is sometimes right under one’s nose. I found it from a side hobby in this case, and other pieces have been inspired by a quirky phrase or some sort of sound that caught my ear in the right way. Second, it is wise to go down rabbit holes and see how far an idea can go. The “what ifs” in this piece led me to a different way of composing that will have a different sonic result than if I had resorted to my typical means. Such uncharted territory is thrilling. Third, working outside of software (for acoustic music) is liberating. My original attempts to write the piece were in Ableton Live because I had heard that some composers work on acoustic music in a DAW (something I don’t typically do). I also knew that writing percussion music in Finale or other notation software would give me unwanted aural feedback from the playback. The pictogram proto-notation let me write aural gestures away from the computer, and I wrote at a much faster pace. I’ve learned that a good portion of my creative process is still on paper unless I’m dedicated to a more traditional and expected style (one with definite meters, standard techniques, etc.—something I can input as fast as I’m thinking). And finally, a finished composition points towards future possibilities… Looking forward to sharing those… soon.

On Classroom Repertoire

As calls go out for greater diversity in concert repertoire, certainly the same call should resound in music classrooms. Every student deserves the opportunity to see themselves as a professional composer, theorist, performer, educator, therapist, etc. as they are, and repertoire is a powerful way to help students feel belonging. Furthermore, the inclusion of composers from a variety of backgrounds tells the truer, more complete story of music.

Yet, we can’t cover everything. An undergraduate curriculum cannot cover every music tradition in the world nor can it even cover every notable genre of music in the United States in depth. It isn’t even possible to capture the Western music tradition from the Medieval period to now without serious omissions due to a student’s already packed schedule. Equally difficult is the race to cover Western concepts of tonality and harmony along with good ear training in 3-5 semesters. So, how do we choose what to cover, and how does this relate to repertoire?

Some might say it has always had to do with repertoire. The reason we study history is to know of the “masters.” The chronological approach to history shows the indubitable influence of Bach, Mozart, Beethoven, Schubert, Brahms, Debussy, Stravinsky, and Schoenberg on where we are today: case closed. The reason we study theory is to better understand the music of the “masters.” The system of tonality as we know it received perfection in their hands, and it’s the portal into their minds. Such veneration of a select few composers is obvious when perusing outdated theory anthologies, and even today’s anthologies still represent Bach, Mozart, Haydn, Schubert, Schumann, Brahms, Tchaikovsky, and Dvořák far more than anyone else.

To continue in this framework and include a more diverse repertoire, we must expand the list of “masters.” To do so, we must decide on what defines a “master.” Does it come from the number, length, or intricacy of symphonies, operas, or sonatas written? Must the composer have a large output? Does it come from the ability to analyze a piece of music in the same way as the traditional “greats?” But we deal with some realities:

  1. Composers who did not enjoy the same privileges as white men (specifically Austrian or German men) truly did not have the same privileges. They could not get regular orchestral performances unless they had favor of the right people. They did not get patrons as easily as their competitors.

  2. The preservation of repertoire from the composers considered “masters” came from people dedicated to that cause. The lack of preservation of works from underrepresented composers skews our knowledge of their output, which might have been greater than we imagined. Or, records show repertoire that existed, and we have yet to find them. Side note: Many of the original manuscripts from underrepresented composers in the public domain are not on websites like imslp.org and can only be found in expensive Urtext editions. I love the professional editions, but keeping public domain documents out of reach from others does not reflect an inclusive approach to scholarship…

  3. Some composers wrote impressive music that simply does not follow “the rules” as stringently, though many actually do. And every disgruntled composer or theory student has found solace in the fact that “even the masters broke the rules at times.”

So, the expansion of “masters” to fit some standard, or even a focus on showcasing masterpieces at all, might not best solve the repertoire and curricular issues. There might be a better venue for such showcasing (and it need not be showcasing every masterpiece in every 5-year orchestral cycle, though there have been great improvements recently).

So, perhaps there is a more pragmatic approach that puts aside the “master” label. Following the counsel of my dissertation adviser, I did a post-graduation memory dump. Everything that was extraneous to my overall understanding of music was left behind (or at least placed on an external hard drive deep in the back of my mind), and the principles that stuck became my professional foundation. This led me to experiment with core theory curricula. Over the past years, I have learned the following:

  1. Students learn chord progressions faster in groups of 3-4 chords rather than identifying chords individually. These are taught through historic partimento patterns or through Laitz’s harmonic paradigms (which are more focused on just basslines). Such progressions also simplify part-writing, reveal potential harmonic implications in 2-part compositions, and even guide students to improvise over a bass line. The voice-leading rules of four-part writing become more about the natural and instinctive flow of the music.

  2. Students understand tonicizations and modulations better when taught in conjunction with structure. Structural concerns give such deviations from a tonal center purpose.

  3. Chromatic harmony is all about style and character in music. Neapolitan and augmented 6th chords add weight to predominant function harmonies, as do modal mixture passages. Applied chords (secondary dominants) lift into the next chord, as do common tone chords in many settings. A composer’s style in terms of harmony does depend on their use of these chords.

  4. Students like to understand how a piece comes together, and this requires a narrative. Basically, an overview of the flow, structure, and stylistic developments in a piece of music ties together the loose ends and makes for a satisfying conclusion to an analysis (it’s what we do in analytical papers, though not necessarily in a start-to-finish manner).

So, my framework became centered on what I call “pillars of craft.” And a focus on craft in this way does not favor one set of rules that best applies to a specific style of music. The parlor music and music published for amateurs can be analyzed for these elements without any need to compare with the three B’s. I also learned that such a focus gave me a way to reduce the Western theory curricula’s length for room to include full units on jazz and on popular idioms. And finally, the tangly issues of analysis in the Romantic era are much easier to comprehend with a solid craft-based framework.

How does one know if they have achieved diversity in their classroom repertoire? One goal is to avoid tokenism. For example, an undisclosed textbook has exactly one women composer at the starting of each workbook chapter. While a great effort, this still ends up being a vast underrepresentation of current student demographics (in which most theory classes are at least half female). Guidance from the Institute for Composer Diversity suggests 24% representation of equity-seeking composers (broken into subcategories). This takes serious effort because, unlike the “masters,” many pieces from the common-practice period by such composers have not been analyzed, do not have a neat score, or do not have a recording. Great work done by Expanding the Music Theory Canon, Music Theory Examples by BI-POC Composers (spreadsheet), and Diverse Music Theory Examples are all helpful in finding historical repertoire for the theory classroom. Part of reaching the 24% is the exclusion of some of the masters. They are so easy to use because they’re prepackaged in anthologies, workbooks, and textbooks and are intimately known by so many professionals, but they are not essential to the theory curriculum.

A careful framework for a course, much like a thesis statement, has further allowed me to craft more diverse repertoire into a curriculum. And what an opportunity educators have in a class like an introductory orchestration class! My orchestration class’s framework relies on the scientific aspects of timbre and how those inform idiomatic writing. So, the goal in the repertoire search is to simply find idiomatic music for each instrument, analyze chamber music with said instruments, and then showcase good orchestration in large ensemble music. It took time, but I am stoked to teach the course with a compelling repertoire list representative of diverse backgrounds and aesthetics among contemporary composers.

Because of the openness of repertoire opportunities for Orchestration, I decided to match the demographics of the United States in terms of representation. So, 50% of the music is from female composers and 42% of the music is from BI-POC composers. This required a few hard decisions to exclude some of my favorite works for various instruments, but the choices made to replace them might become new favorites in a short time (there’s so much great music out there!). Some resources that helped me reach this goal were: the UMKC Music Library’s Shining a Light: 21st Century Music from Underrepresented Composers and lots of instrument-specific lists such as the ones Bret Pimentel’s Woodwind Music by Composers in Underrepresented Groups and Last Row’s Diversity in Brass Music. Unlike historical works, many of these works are not in the public domain. I hope to present these works in a way that is exclusively for educational purposes while encouraging, by virtue of the high quality of music, students and others to perform music from the composers. Curating a class like this also gives impetus to how to better stock a university library.

As musicians strive to seriously and permanently diversify repertoire in the classroom, the next generation of musicians will have a much easier time at programming and championing composers from underrepresented groups. And there will hopefully be an equally robust group of new composers from whom further repertoire can be chosen. But why wait? It’s a great time to be part of something big—something that noticeably does affect people for good, does not take an inordinate amount of time (it’s a summer project), and builds a truer sense of the expansive repertoire choices available to musicians today.

Happy repertoire finding!

*Note: It is difficult to truly ascertain gender identities of many historical composers, especially prior to the 20th century. LGBTQ representation among living composers is easier to identify if a composer chooses to publicly announce sexual orientation in a biography or other public document (a program note or interview), yet many composers who identify as such do not do so professionally. All this being said, about 7.1% of people identify as LGBTQ in the United States and 20.8% of Gen Z identify as such, which offers some benchmarks.

Running and Curriculum Design

Strange to some, one of the most enjoyable parts of teaching for me is designing a course. Perhaps it engages with the same strategizing and detail required in crafting a composition. As I was running/walking yesterday, I started to think about the parallels between running goals and creating a syllabi and schedule for a class…

It seems like few people enjoy running if they never built the habit into their lives early on. Even those who like running, however, typically motivate themselves with goals. I do not write this claiming to be a professional runner—quite the contrary! I admit to being out of shape and have a serious uphill battle against exercise inertia. These realizations, some offered to me as advice, help me stick to the program:

  1. Determine realistic timeframes. For example, a weight-loss goal shouldn’t exceed 1-2 pounds a week. Any average person doesn’t have the time to burn the required calories to go beyond that (unless there are some major dietary shifts to accompany it). So, to lose 20 pounds, a beginning runner should plan on 3-4 months of running. It sounds slow and perhaps like a major commitment. But it sounds simple, clear, and plausible. Let’s dig into this further:

    1. Many people like to divide such a timeframe into parts. We know that 1-2 pounds should be the weekly goal. I built the habit of weighing myself weekly at the same time. Why not daily? Weight changes constantly, and there are too many variables! It can be discouraging and perhaps obsessive to constantly weight oneself. Weekly check-ins allow for sufficient time intervals where real change can be assessed.

    2. On the other hand, it is helpful to think beyond the mark. If I can lose 20 pounds in 3-4 months, then I can potentially lose 100 pounds in a year and a half! Or, in my case, if I can achieve good running times in 4 months, then I can focus on swimming for the next 4 months, and then put it together with cycling for another 4 months to be ready for my first triathlon in summer 2023. And what could I do in 2 years? 3 years? 10 years? Yes, life throws wrenches into plans, but such projections are motivating. They reveal that an activity limited to a certain timeframe can be forever expanded in scope to change someone’s very nature.

    3. While #1 and 2 are valuable insights, the most important is that first milestone, set out far enough to form habits but not so distant that it seems to be a dream. Wouldn’t it be nice if classes were about this long?

  2. The first day of running need not be a continuous jog. Run until you cannot run. Then walk. Then run when you have energy again. And then walk when you are out. I love this advice because it allows every person a starting point. Every second of running counts, and nothing is wasted. The goal becomes to simply finish the course. The magic of this tactic is that your body is made to adapt. Within a week or two, the body gets used to the running and goes for longer distances. Before expected, the body can run the entire time, even if at a snail’s pace. And then, as the months progress, speed and endurance increase to the point that a longer course should be pursued.

    1. I suppose if I were teaching a new running class (for which I would be vastly unqualified, but this is about curriculum design, remember?), I would try to begin the class in a way that allowed each student to go at one’s own best pace. This is extremely tricky because it’s very possible that some students will run far ahead of the other students. And we certainly will have some people who haven’t run all summer. A week or two of review might be in order in such a setting, especially if this isn’t their first jog in the park.

    2. Students need this vision. Those who struggle need to see past moments when they feel like they are walking or even trudging rather than running. To keep enthusiasm high, each day could be slightly different. Different trails could be ventured and different perspectives shared. Over time, with consistent best efforts, a student will not be walking anymore, and the entire class will run faster as a result. Thankfully, tutoring helps more than runs on top of runs would.

  3. Set daily time expectations. My greatest weakness has been prioritizing running over other important matters. Obviously, some things are more important than it. But something’s gotta give in the schedule. Some people are motivated by the 15-minute per day squeeze-it-in method. But we know that most positive effects with running cannot happen in 15 minutes. I have found that for any habit I begin, a full hour is a worthy sacrifice.

    1. What happens in the hour changes based on the needs. During a recent heat wave, I could not run far at all without stopping. Unlike previous days, I brought a water bottle and took step by step forward. I was shocked to see that, based on my watch’s calculations, I had burned just as much calories as on days when I had run much more. A day of struggle and a day of a-ha moments might be equally valuable, even if one felt easy and the other hard.

    2. Some people find it motivating to go running with a friend. I have found that motivating before; however, any schedule shift that compromises one person or the other ends the activity altogether. Rather than be dictated by circumstance, I find it helpful to take the lead on my own goals. Too many times I have waited and planned and arranged and coordinated and a month passes without progress. If going with someone else works, then great! But a day cannot be excused for the reasons for another person.

    3. I am the king of distractions, and I know what it’s like to have my brain divided this way and that with competing priorities. So, calendars and checklists are helpful. Reminders are wonderful and it seems like I can never get enough of them. It’s awesome that automated reminders exist now that could be potentially planned out months in advance.

There are many other lessons learned while running and designing curricula. I value a clear framework, high standards, some flexibility in scheduling within clearly defined checkpoints, counsel on good practices, and exceptional vision for how a class can benefit someone well beyond the semester. It is important to help students from where they currently are and to provide the best opportunity for their growth. Activities should be able to benefit students at multiple levels of ability, which is often a benefit of creative projects over bookwork. I’ll let you dig into these analogies deeper and create your own. Feel free to share yours!

Priorities (Music Theory and Aural Skills)

Music schools have 3-4 semesters of theory and aural skills (usually 4). These courses are considered foundational to music education and are supposed to be the primer for college-level musicality. They start with the fundamental notation and harmonic lingo: notes, intervals, chords, time signatures, key signatures, etc. Youtubers often refer to this as music theory (see videos like Music Theory Explained in 30 minutes or less!), but if only it were that simple! (Side note: Some Youtubers are much better versed—Adam Neely, Jacob Collier, 12-Tone, etc.).

Music theory is self-explanatory but rarely pondered on: it’s a theory about music. What is that theory? I do not know any strictly defined theory that is being taught, despite a near-universal pattern of teaching it in the United States. Some might say it’s Heinrich Schenker’s theory or perhaps Rameau’s, but we are quite timid on either of those if true. No wonder why students are often frustrated by theory—why would anyone enjoy a strenuous class without understanding how it contributes to their understanding of music? Roman numerals are trivial unless placed in context. Cadences are quite trivial unless they amount to something beyond an endless loop of the phrase model. Forms are quite trivial unless they are experientially potent (form is a tricky word—something a composer would hardly appreciate as applied to unique achievement). So is the theory that there are different types of chords? Is it that music is just a big phrase model cycle? Is it that form is what makes music interesting? For many students, these are the takeaways, and it’s hard to blame them! What is the theory of music being discussed?

With such a vague title, music theory and its accompanying aural skills can either become an empty ritual or a compelling opportunity. The teacher can either succumb to the perpetuation of their experience or chart out what their music theory might be. Here’s my music theory:

Music’s affect and effect on the mind and heart derive from at least four essential elements: structure, flow or consistency, mood, and surprise or deviation from expectations.

This simple statement is something I wish I had years ago and only came to me within the past year. Four semesters summarized succintly in a single sentence revolutionized my approach to teaching the subject. How do I make sure that discussions on Roman numerals, phrase model, form, and so forth express musical flow, not just structure? How do I bring out the way that counterpoint affects the mood of the music? Do I stick with obvious music examples, or do I allow for my students to encounter music that has interesting surprises in it? Do my students only need short excerpts/exercises, or should they analyze larger excerpts? What repertoire should be used in the classroom if my objectives touch beyond the common practice period? How does the way I teach harmonic dictation complement these ideas? How do sight singing and rhythm exercises complement these ideas? Should aural skills simply reinforce music theory, or should it be separated and have its own objectives (probably, though it can still do some reinforcement)? These questions are the type that excite me.

There is only so much time in a curriculum. Priorities are needed. This semester has been about refining the music theory curriculum. What can be streamlined? What musical topics have value? Is there a way to repackage the teaching for simplicity’s sake? What is worth sacrificing in a curriculum to strengthen the clarity of the class? Some decisions I made were:

  • Treat chords by function from the beginning. This is borrowed from Laitz but taken a step further. The entire first semester of the class is about harmonic paradigms, the most common bass patterns in music. It takes some memorization, but the options are narrowed from the seemingly infinite to a variety of simple bass motions and accompanying chordal “flavors.”

    • This condensed my Theory I and II experience at BYU into half a semester. And the students understand harmonic flow better than I did back then.

  • Add keyboard skills to aural skills in the keyboard lab.

    • All of the harmonic paradigms are played through on the piano. The tactile reinforces the theoretical. They can simplify and play the same chord progressions in the music they analyze. Also, they can hear dictations just like the chord progressions they performed.

    • They also master figured bass.

  • I care about figured bass.

    • Figured bass preserves the linearity of music. It reinforces that there is counterpoint at play and focuses less on the fact that verticalities exist. Some are nay-sayers to it, but a Roman numeral approach is hardly helpful.

  • I care about part writing

    • It teaches smooth voice leading, which is used in music well beyond classical. It also presents some realistic compositional problems like maintaining a balanced texture.

    • Chordal writing probably should not be the only way that exercises are written. Four-part writing presents doubling issues not as relevant in other contexts, for example.

  • Diversify repertoire

    • This continues a project that goes back years (at least to 2017 when I started teaching, but really to 2015 at U Miami with its pop music-infused theory).

    • This by far takes the longest for preparation. I can see why people regurgitate the same examples again and again in theory textbooks…

  • Get to the 20th/21st century (by passing through the 19th century)

    • It is a disservice to only speak on common-practice period music to musicians whose careers will be spent with mostly 20th/21st century rep. Band and choir teachers will largely program newer rep. Most orchestra performers will play their Shostakovich, Stravinsky, and Prokofiev, and all performers will play plenty of contemporary rep in chamber music.

    • Musicians should understand how structure, flow, mood, and surprise work in the common-practice period by the end of semester 1 and have it mastered after discussions of form in semester 2. Tonal ambiguity of the Romantic era should be a big topic to start semester 3 and receive plenty of attention. Then, those same values should carry forth into contemporary analysis.

    • 20th century music isn’t just serialism and modes. Ideally, there are several weeks on post-1945, nay, post-1970 music, preferably music written within the last 10 years.

There are many other decisions to be made in continual refinement of a music theory program (especially on the aural skills end—sight singing needs much more thought). But I am extremely grateful for the academic freedom to pursue, in consultation with my colleagues, what I feel is best for my students’ overall knowledge and musicianship. I’d love to hear the strategies of any music theorists that wander to this page—your “music theory.”

A Few Questions (after a long time)

These posts stopped not because of a lack of ideas but because of a multiplicity of them. There is so much to discuss, digest, and dissect that a post on a blog could not sensitively address without substantial time. But rather than give answers today, here are a few questions that have passed through my mind this year that could have been addressed here:

  1. What are new music advocates fighting for?

  2. What are old music advocates fighting for?

    1. (Side question—why is there such a fight at all?)

  3. What is the value of academia in the arts (it’s certainly not the perfect trade school)?

  4. What is the value of upholding Western classical music—is there something distinctly worthwhile to the tradition, or is it simply that—a tradition blindly passed down and set above others?

  5. What is the intrinsic value of popular music? What is musically interesting about it that isn’t captured in the way we teach theory and other courses?

  6. How does one streamline the theory core? (This has been a major struggle and opportunity teaching a 3-semester theory core curriculum instead of the usual 4 semesters)

  7. What is the value of a textbook? Should students buy textbooks?

  8. What would the perfect anthology have? (Hint: Diverse music for starters)

  9. What makes electronic music both formidable and fascinating?

    1. Many composing enthusiasts begin their craft on a computer, and then many of the unapproachable musicians are known for their technological prowess and difficult, experimental work. Why such a dichotomy?

  10. How does a musician live (like finances from every avenue)?

  11. How does one teach composition?

  12. What is the most cumbersome part about class preparations?

  13. Why is it important to determine musical values?

    1. How is this tempered with having “an open mind?”

  14. What is the future of music?

    1. What can we do to shape the future of music instead of just conjecture about it?

  15. How does one run a music festival?

  16. Why should one run a music festival?

  17. What are things I have learned since joining UW-La Crosse’s music faculty?

  18. How do composers have time to write music when teaching full time?

Speaking of which, it’s time to go! Maybe some of these will be pulled apart in the near future, or feel free to ask your own question!

Leaving Facebook (A Music Post)

I deactivated my Facebook account yesterday after having used it for about 14 years. Yes, I was one of those people who watched The Social Dilemma and was appalled at the evils done by the social media business model. I never quite understood how much my phone tracks about me (EVERYTHING) and how aggressive it markets based on our weaknesses. Because it is run by advertisers even more than its owners (the customer is always right…), people can sway populations with a big enough price tag. Myanmar used it for genocide against the very Rohingya population I lamented in The Story of Our Journey . Much of the violent rhetoric in the past several years only spread because of how social media targets users through high-emotion content. Political extremism and conspiracy theories have completely obliterated the confidence in truth, leading to our near inability to talk to people different than us. I can’t support such a destructive platform.

Some musicians have long felt threatened by the DIY aesthetic that rose out of YouTube. The amateur could become famous while the professional gets lost in the shadows. I believe that threat is healthy for musicians! If we can’t get people interested in our music, then we have to look at either our presentation of media or our music itself. Also, being “famous” has never been that appealing of an aspiration. A musician doesn’t need to get that one big famous video to subsist and thrive, for one-hit wonders on YouTube are not worth as much as the one-hit wonders were in the 90s. True recognition comes from years of experience, great connections, and true fans. The long-term famous YouTubers place their entire career on making videos. They live the life of the entrepreneur and put in more time than most would imagine. They aren’t my competition.

Perhaps social media’s greatest blessing and curse is its redefinition of musical choices based on emotion over genre. I’m still a bit mystified on how artificial intelligence “listens” to music and recommends artists fitting into a certain mood, but it’s actively happening and has been for years. If I listen to “Chill Thursday” or “Workout Fire,” then I’ll get a playlist that we’re told fits the mood (and we’d agree much of the time). The singular aesthetical assumption is that music’s purpose is to generate a mood that resonates with the listener. Younger acts lean into this assumption and genre-bend their work to fit into multiple categories (which is argued to naturally fit into the diverse tastes of the generation). When I write music, I think about the atmosphere or sound world, but that’s a starting point. If mood were the core of music, then it would be a shallow endeavor. Maybe that’s why we now compare music with temperatures; we regard music as important as changing the thermostat from 68 to 72 F.

But, I’ll be blunt: they have done an awful job at mood-mixing concert music idioms. The contemporary classical music is more-or-less okay, but it is mostly post-minimalist. Almost every other classical playlist has branded as Baby Mozart music. I typed in Classical on Amazon Music and received the following playlists: “Deep Sleep Music,” “Instrumental Lullabies,” “Putting the Baby to Bed,” “Bedtime Lullabies,” “Classical for Pets,” “Classical Focus,” “Classical Sleep,” “Relaxing Children’s Classical,” “Relaxing Classical,” “Classical for Meditation,” “Classical Slumber,” “Dream Time,” and, as a relief, “Fun Classical.” Ouch. Obviously the AI doesn’t even try to figure out the mood of classical music. Isn’t this supposed be the same brand of music that brought you the riots at the premiere of The Rite of Spring, the performers who painted their faces white and pretended they were possessed (Liszt, Paganini), the most psychologically disturbing works ever (Berg’s Wozzeck and Lulu), and the thrilling collection of works that has influenced every dramatic film composer from Day 1 (Holst’s The Planets, Strauss’s Salome)? Even live classical musicians have fallen into the traps set up by these “moods.” I can’t say how many times I have fallen asleep during concerts where “nice” musical interpretation supersedes the power within the harmonic structures at play. Oh, how I’d love to hear (post-COVID) something more dramatic at the orchestral stage (preferably a concert by living composers)!

As AI continues to brand people towards certain moods, I wonder how that will influence musical taste and exploration. The sudden access to everything is brilliant now, especially with the collective memory of music from the 50s on. But just like in social media, what are the consequences of AI silently driving our decisions? Will we be softly baited (even if over the next several decades) into our comfortable “Autumn Chill” niche and let the vibrant blues, reds, yellows, and greens in popular idioms, like classical music, turn into an unremarkable brown? Who actually stops to listen to a full musical piece anymore? Who actually stops for anything anymore? What caught my attention the most during The Social Dilemma was that the user thinks they are in control because the AI is programmed to hustle us unknowingly into every decision to keep us engaged. I feel like the prophetic call to avoid future tragedies, not only politically and socially but artistically, is to learn how to listen and make active decisions. Radicalism and violence will be abated as people act to serve as mediators, not instigators. Artistic depth, which we do still cherish now, will bring about some of the most fascinating music if we are willing to actively connect with it rather than push it to the back of our minds. Will you search for the most different piece of music you can find, turn off all distractions, and listen to its album (yes, the whole 45 minutes) in its entirety? As John Cage said, “If something is boring after two minutes, try it for four. If still boring, then eight. Then sixteen. Then thirty-two. Eventually one discovers that it is not boring at all.” Go for it.

A New Kind of Course

Introspection. The word encapsulates 2020 for me. This year brought out inner tendencies that are seldom tested and proved. The circumstances unearthed underlying fears and anxieties along with more heroic resilience and compassion. At a societal level, deep-rooted tensions were brought to the fore as ideological battles ensued over how to deal with a quick-spreading silent killer. A reawakening to inequalities that have persisted for generations at systemic and individual levels compounded the impetus for reflection and action.

What does this have to do with music? It requires a framework to understand. For well over a century, musicians have been taught according to one theoretical tradition. This study includes a robust dive into historical tonal harmony, often accompanied by ear-training exercises based on tonal progressions. The intense study of a tradition reveals truths only found by digging deep. However, in a time of introspection such as this, it’s hard to not think what might be different.

For a layperson or budding musician, musical training should try to reach to the core of what music is and why it has such an effect on us. Doesn’t our listening experience lift our mood, make us think, inspire us to dance, enlighten us spiritually, and/or help us socially bond? A solid pedagogical method would use all the resources possible to understand why, even if fraught with paradoxes and unknowns. It would be interpret music of many varieties with traditional and contemporary theories.

A cursory glance over music theory materials reveals that much is missing. Some glaring omissions include:

  1. Concert music happening today. 10 weeks (or less) out of a 60-week curriculum discusses 20th-century music, and usually music after 1960 receives 1 week (or less!).

  2. Other styles of Western music. There are exceptional programs (Frost School of Music), but most see the Western classical tradition the only history worth tracing and manner of musical construction worth considering.

  3. Non-western traditional musics across the world. While it would be wrong to pretend that all music theorists know the nuances of Indian raga or Balinese gamelan, it would be worth at least acknowledging similarities and differences that lead to further insights.

  4. Musical elements besides harmony, counterpoint, phrasing, cadence, and meter (as it pertains to harmonic changes). What of melody, rhythm, timbre (tone color), instrumentation, texture, articulation, dynamics, and register? And what of noisiness, pitch nuance, spatialization, quotation (sampling), semantics, and gesture? What of the harmony, counterpoint, and cadence material outside the Western classical tonal tradition?

So what? The current system develops nuanced voice leading skills for powerful tension and release mechanisms through careful counterpoint. Most composers extrapolate these ideas to a broader context. The systems also give a deeper understanding and appreciation for Western tonal music and some post-tonal idioms.

But is it representative of Music? The tradition is of a time long past and a place far away. The archeological dig is fascinating but overlooks nearly all music, especially excluding minority groups. Only a number of composers and performers from Central Europe from 1750-1900 were women and/or non-white. Many try to uncover the exceptions of the past without acknowledging the omission of the much larger diversity of voices today. Simply said, a traditional curriculum marginalizes most people and their associated musical styles. Is that an honest approach to a class considered “core” knowledge for every musician to know?

Let’s reimagine music theory. I did so. It took starting from scratch. I wrote out my values—the most important lessons I learned through today. I asked friends to evaluate their most treasured musical values. What similarities and differences were there? I identified enough groundwork to gain vision of a new kind of course. Some of that foundation includes the following principles:

  1. Music is perception-based. The best learning environment is experiential and thus psychological.

  2. Music has everything to do with repetition, variation, and contrast. Our brain seeks after patterns and requires consistency for comprehension.

  3. Music must first set expectations. Without expectations, how does the brain make sense of what is to come? The presentation of the music before, during, and after the music itself also sets expectations and can enhance or alienate the audience.

  4. Musical ideas need cadence/breath to them. The brain needs to segment information to remember it.

  5. Musical speak is metaphorical. We leap, skip, step, run, articulate, fall, rise, go high, go low, etc. Sounds are rough, smooth, gritty, dirty, clean, open, pinched, full, empty, weak, strong, etc. Embodied cognition theorizes that music empathetically connects to our bodily lived experience. So interpretative dancing does have something going for it after all…

  6. Good musicians train their intuition to increase in sensitivity to musical relationships. Their interpretation of phrasing, dissonance, pacing, rhythmic placement, etc. comes from careful and unwritten experiential understanding. The notes we read rarely capture the music brought to life by an excellent performer. Ears govern musical interpretation.

  7. Music is about community and sharing. It requires open, candid discussions of taste. Hard questions are good questions and welcome new perspectives.

  8. Music is about relationships, and music is enhanced by layers of relationships called counterpoint. Good counterpoint sensitively mediates musical elements. It adds multi-faceted meaning to music and heightens artistic expression. In its purest sense, counterpoint crosses cultures and is the process of collaboration with other arts.

  9. Every musician should be well-versed in technology. They should be able to record and use a DAW. Musicians should make basic videos to promote themselves online. They should then be confronted with this uncomfortable question: If you can give someone a perfect listening experience on headphones, then why should they come to your live concert?

  10. Music is about the human experience, so rawness and vulnerability are common and prized expressive qualities. Because we all are built from different experiences, it would be tragic if there were only one right interpretation of the notes on the page. A musician only intent on playing the music right might miss the music...

I framed The Musician Certificate Program with these and other values. Students explore core musical questions grounded in psychological and practical concepts. They listen to music of many styles and train their ears to analyze music through their perception. Musicians outside the university get to experience it starting in January. Learn now and/or enroll here.

I’d also love to learn about your values and ideas. Comment or send me a message, and let’s talk.

Multimedia Production from the Musician's Perspective

October brings the premiere of two pieces that have deep personal meaning to me. Next week is the premiere of The Story of Our Journey, written about earlier and detailed more here. And at the end of the month Lo! premieres, thanks to a grant from the Brigham Young University Group for New Music. The thing they have in common? Both include a carefully constructed video to complement the music.

I finished the music for The Story of Our Journey in May 2020, yet little did I know how much work still lay ahead. I admit to a serious misperception of the amount of painstaking work that goes into making video, especially to make something as artistically satisfying as the music itself. Our volunteer video director from Their Story is Our Story, Esther Michela, was tasked to make the entire 51-minute video by herself while we battered her with constructive criticism in a push towards a July deadline that, if we had been honest with ourselves, was a complete impossibility. In a state of emergency, TSOS sought out additional help for Esther (realizing that most productions of this stature have an entire team!). They were able to recruit Garrett Gibbons and David McAllister, who provided additional insights and helped with the other movements. Even then, we had too much work to do and after the passing of another impossible deadline (August 1st), we resolved on the first realistic goal of October 16th. I am grateful we waited because the project is now something that has revolutionized the way I want to approach the presentation of my music. Video and music, when properly balanced, are more powerful than when separate. Especially when only online performances are readily consumable, a good video is everything.

How does one balance video and music? This is a question of counterpoint, which is normally a term used to describe the interaction between musical lines. The principles are similar, for there must be a relationship between the two elements that allows for one to not overpower the other. On the one extreme, a video of a live performance from one camera angle is all about the music and relegates the video component to simply a captured moment that probably would have been much cooler live. The opposite of this is film music, where the music always lurks in the shadows while the visuals drive the narrative (especially in Hollywood films). Musically sensitive film directors and composers are able to navigate good counterpoint with the music, and you know this when you remark on the music and the film. The best counterpoint between video and audio would include some sort of interaction between video and audio that allows both to “speak,” which means that there needs to be some crossover in traditions.

The Story of Our Journey captured the happy medium between the two in ways I did not initially consider. Crucial to the music are the interview clips; in fact, every melody in the clarinet and synthesizers—almost every musical note in the entire piece—rises out of the speech patterns and even the background noises (especially a distinctive truck horn) in the interviews. When the video team matched the interview content with its fragmented audio counterparts in the music, it created additional opportunities for interaction. Video effects caught the grittiness of my noisy synthesizers inspired by desert sands from the narrative. The energy of the oceanic electronic rushes became a literal dive underwater with the refugees crossing the Mediterranean. A complex web of relationships were either clarified or compounded onto what the music alone had to offer, and I feel like the image complements rather than conquers the music, which would have been tempting to do. Our clarinetist Csaba Jevtic-Somlai keyed the term Gesamtkunstwerk for this perfectly balanced collaboration. I am grateful to Esther Michela and Garrett Gibbon’s enormous efforts to make such a wonderful and equal counterpart to the music.

The process inspired me to try my hand at video-making, which became important for my commission by the Brigham Young University Group for New Music. I wanted to have complete freedom and safety in my video-making, so I took historical public domain footage from the Prelinger Archives, specifically old television advertisements and a short-lived game show. Again I took the audio from this archival footage and made it central to the music, and I put a thick layer of noisy gestures to complement the video clips’ rough sound quality. It was surprisingly intuitive to work with video editing software because the abstract development of materials is still the same. I found the ideas of opposition, fragmentation, juxtaposition, large-scale evolution through variation, and so forth relatable in terms of color and audio effects. With the help of a friend Erin Jossie, I was able to capture nature imagery for the end of the piece and edit it to feel natural (going through a variety of shots instead of developing material was less natural to me, and I definitely needed the counsel!).

Despite my best efforts, the video was much improved by my brother Michael, a professional multimedia artist. He was able to express the noise in the audio in a way I could not and added some visual consistencies that helped unify the work. He did countless micro-edits in addition to some major reconstruction and still managed to keep my original vision and feel intact. I learned that I have much to do in having the technical capabilities, the imagination, and the eyes for top-grade video editing, and I look forward to collaborations very soon to continue learning.

It’s hard to go back to setting one camera down at a performance after considering how video changes the viewer’s experience. We love to simply listen to music as musicians, but video done artfully adds a visual perspective that approaches both a depth and immediacy hard to achieve in music alone, especially when estranged from its live venue. Here’s to much more video work in the near future.

Entering the Fall 2020 Music Classroom

Discomfort would be a euphemism for what most have faced this year. Whether through the lens of health and economic problems from the pandemic or the necessary protests for deep systemic changes in society for fair treatment of Black people, we are forced to ask tough questions. These questions cut to the center and cause reevaluation on every level of personal and societal interactions. In the end, we become more focused on looking outward: How does the way I express myself, behave, and think affect others, and how can I contribute to a more compassionate and united society?

breaking implicit bias and Realizing Bigger struggles

I realized a while ago that I had thoughts incongruent to my core values when considering race in what is often called “implicit bias.” Negative thoughts immediately flashed in my mind based on physical appearance, sometimes tied to race, and it bothered me deeply. I decided to confront any fear or judgment and in the process gained great friends. For example, during the Society for American Music conference in New Orleans I stopped to talk with my temporary neighbors outside my AirBnb in a predominantly Black neighborhood, counting it equally valuable and memorable to the scholarly discourse at a luxurious venue in the French Quarter. I learned about how the tragic aftermath of Hurricane Katrina united NOLA citizens and the equally tragic segregation between Blacks and Whites as the city became stabilized. Aside from an unfair portrayal of Blacks in the media, some problems lie deep in structures that continue poverty cycles and keep race issues virtually silenced, such as the redlining that contributed to the racial divide. Policies and laws keep Blacks and other minorities from having an equal voice in the country founded in theory upon that very principle.

There are no easy, comfortable solutions, but it is more uncomfortable to push the moral dilemma away. Some things are out of my control, yet I have some moral obligations outlined in these questions: How can I, in my sphere of influence, do all I can to love my neighbor, especially who is different from me in any way such as race, as myself in the way I treat them, listen to them, pursue my profession, develop a worldview, use my available resources, and spend my time? Can I sacrifice some habits, word usages, to-do lists, and even a sense of urgency to listen, reassess, and reshape how I act in my life in reference to people of color? My religious beliefs give me this imperative as part of continual daily repentance, yet any valuable belief system would address the power in selflessness, love, and unity. We can do better and must do better, together.

The 2020 music classroom and the Elephant in the room

What does all this have to do with music teaching at the university? In terms of the pandemic, faculty and administration tackled the terror of universal online teaching last semester. Many universities are now pioneering hybrid models this fall to adapt to a high student demand for in-person teaching while maintaining physical distancing guidelines (not social distancing, we need each other more than ever!). After the virus passes (which it surely will in time), adaptable teaching models and the use of effective online media resources will likely become standard to the college experience. The in-person experience is too formative and meaningful for students and teachers to discard; however, the next generation of scholars will be much better equipped to streamline non-essential activities outside the classroom for a more focused and practical classroom experience. Lectures will continue to decline as teachers prove that interactive learning works better and can only be done in proximity to others. (Of course, we could also apply these lessons to music concerts: How will I focus my concert on an experience indisputably more meaningful than a virtual recording or livestream?)

We can adapt our classes for the pandemic, but what about the race issue? Where are we at, and what would a truly inclusive and unprejudiced music curriculum look like? Phil Ewell has recently become notorious among music theorists for addressing these concerns, starting with his conference presentation “Music Theory’s White Racial Frame” at the Society of Music Theory last year (check out a video of that presentation and his writings here). He speaks of how virtually every composer studied and even more so every music theorist regarded in the music classroom is white (and usually male). He applies scholarship on racial equity from a variety of perspectives. In one of his articles, he offers the intriguing ideas of great African-American composers as a starting point, such as Anthony Braxton and Wadada Leo Smith (along with women music theorists and people of color generally). Elsewhere, he addresses the problem with explicit racism and sexism present in most common-practice period music theorists’ and composers’ writings (already well-known examples are found in anti-semitism). He also argues against the idea of “masterpieces” as an imposition of authority above supposedly lesser traditions and therefore races. Ewell also criticizes music theory for ignoring biography and aesthetics in analysis (some would call this the divide between music theory and musicology, so this is a bigger fish than can be fried here). Though he offers a few solutions, his questions cut near to the heartstrings of the university education.

What is the Shared Core of an Undergraduate Music Education?

It is much easier to ask the questions than to solve them. Ewell’s ideas require a foundational overhaul of most curriculi in the United States (and likely anywhere else that teaches music based on orchestral instruments, especially Europe). In essence, he questions what a music education should be in the first place. So we must ask ourselves: What is the role and goal of an undergraduate music “core” education? What should a music performer know upon graduation? Should they not be prepared to audition for a professional orchestra for a salary job? What repertoire is valuable to them to achieve their career goals? What of composers? Are we preparing composers to be on top of the latest musical trends, follow tradition, or to develop their individual voice? And music educators and conductors? What do we want them to teach to their students and audiences about music? What of commercial musicians? Musical theater performers? Producers/audio engineers? Are music theory and history classes relevant to them? Is the music education a preparation for a career in classical concert music or something different?

The current music theory curriculum is based around classical tonal music, specifically representing the Classical and Romantic periods in Europe. Most orchestral and solo repertoire known as “the canon” comes from this time period. We struggle to find composers of color and women composers because the tradition is limited to a tradition that limited or nullified their voices. Only in the 20th century do we truly expand representation in the tradition, though many would argue, as Ewell does, that we’re not diverse enough in how we approach the century. Under the right teacher, a post-tonal theory class shows how diversity greatly expanded in the following century to what we see today.

Yet we never cease to herald the “masters” because we love these composers’ music in our academic world. We have studied them and praised them for literally hundreds of years. Granted, their music potentially impacted millions across the world from a variety of cultures and backgrounds. It remains unique and influential in the countries of its origin and among other music practices. Also, the United States claims this heritage, as a country with many European descendants, as its own in many ways (sometimes to the detriment of its own traditions). It is, as of now, our tradition too because we continue it..

Do we throw out Classical and Romantic repertoire completely? I don’t think Ewell intended this extreme solution. Rather, he asks us to admit that these composers were humans with flaws who wrote above-average music, albeit not the pinnacles of perfection. He asks us to make space for other composers and other theories on music while still acknowledging the value of a strong, albeit imperfect, inherited tradition.

Let’s Prove Them Wrong

If composers and theorists of times before belittled others because of race, sex, ethnicity, and religion, it begs the question: Will we prove their ideas wrong? Will we find the composers of great talent that are missing among us, representative of different influences, cultures, and origins? What do they bring to the table? Could more undergraduate work explore music of other cultures? It is thrilling to seriously consider what has been missing from the music theory conversation among undergraduates. We, as educators, get to learn about the bigger picture, to leave our comfort zone to experience something new and even life-changing.

Why not challenge our ideas on what music really is? We get to challenge the repertoire from a critical lens. We get to confront problems and find creative solutions. We can take a step back from the canon and view it with fresh eyes. For example: how does rhythmic practice in the Western world compare to that of other traditions? How do composers create structure besides harmony? What sets apart the 21st century from other music, and how can we analyze that? When we simply decide that the way we discuss repertoire is not set in stone, then we will find many of these racial issues naturally resolved. As teachers, we can frame music theory as a case study of a highly developed compositional system. The students will have to study hard, learn this system well, and appreciate the work of the tradition in order to take that same rigor to the music they love of a different tradition, understanding its own theories, origins, values, and structures. We do this with 20th-century music in some ways (electroacoustic music especially), but why not with jazz (declining in academic sponsorship but a sophisticated, predominantly Black tradition), Indian raga (Carnatic or Hinduistani), Balinese or Javanese gamelan, Mongolian or Tibetan throat singing, or even pop music (mainstream artists speak of legendary producers and we rarely notice them in scholarship—this realm also features many more Black artists). I don’t know how reshaping the curriculum would play out, but it doesn’t mean it’s a topic to avoid. More voices can be heard of great value, of all races, and we will, by our careful canon curation, tell the world we’re ready to listen.

It’s a big topic with lots of nuance, so I’d love to hear ideas in how such a broadened curriculum might look (and also some of the difficulties that may be encountered). Please feel free to comment with constructive thoughts, and insights on the topic.